Sorry!!! Gomenasai!! Biann!! 对不起！Minta Maaf!!
My sincere apology to everyone, and thank you for the concern. A thoughtful friend thought i was kidnap and didn’t even plan to rescue me tho…*ahem* (what a ‘thoughtful friend i have ho, zhuge).Anyway, I’m sorry for being away for so long (just too long). I know, but i’m caught up with many things before that,same as now.
As I’ve mentioned in previous post ,I would be very occupied compared to last month. I was away for the camp, and now i’m back already but still feeling very lazy(not really) to blog because i think my eye power has increased. Imagine to look at the computer screen from morning to evening, and back home staring at the tiny screen again? I’ll be blind soon! Jokes aside, my left eye is painful when i look at the screen. To cure this annoying pain , i went to check my eyes and yes indeed my left eye is so blinded. Guess have to change my glasses soon. Why at this time? when I’m kinda broke…-_____-~~
Zmax Camp
Anyway, let’s talk about the camp that i went as a helper. I think i’m suck at leading the group because i’m not a born-leader, I’m more a follower but it depends. What i enjoyed the most is when i look at the youths (aged 13-15) gather around to know more about each other; Getting to open up more compare to first day; the jokes and teasing moments they had;the dos and don’ts they practiced; the BIG questions they always had on their mind…etc. I enjoyed because looking at them, reminded the ‘me’ i used to be. I used to be one of them, attending youth camps in those days.
I hope the outcome from this camp would make an impact in their lives. To live a life to the maximum…Because many of them, us as well still not living a life we should be. What’s our purpose in life? Have fun only? Have you ever ask yourself, “living the life to the maximum is just by having fun? Or something else?” Many of us are searching for something in our lives, but what is it?
We knew the answer but we are deceit by many unimportant things which we think they are VERY important. We know the truth but we chose to become confuse as we are diverted by the media and influences from peers. We chose to do things base on our likeness but not what God wants us to do. So, we are always confused and lost. Many people would think this is boring, yes you are right because that’s what i always thought when i used to be do-not-really-care person back then. I admit i got really lost when i disconnect from God. It’s not like when i’m back walking with God and i find peace and direction immediately. However, i do not feel the closeness with God yet because i’m still very inconsistent on reading the words of God which is veryyyyy bad for my walk.
So,i want to change now and hoping everyone could walk with me help me to grow…better in anyway. To be consistent in anything i do.
I’m glad i went for this camp, as it refreshes my mind and i felt God has given me a big slap on my face, “Wake Up!”. I was a little bit emo on the last day, probably the monthly thing. My tears washed off my sweaty face as it was really hot on that day. I honestly praying very hard for the ‘kids’ so they could bring this important message back home and lock it in their heart so they ould always remember, what’s their purpose in life.
Thank God for the weather too, because it was raining on the first night, then cloudy on our stream trotting day,and a hot sunny day on the way back home.How blessed we are during the camp. God is good all the time,and all the time God is good! Amen.
Updates
Okies, I saw some tagging thing fromMei Wah. Sorry gal, i think i need some times to do this tag thing while i’m rying my very best to post up few more updates. K? Thanx for remembering me as a blogging friend even i have gone missing for quite a while.
After the ZMax camp, i resume my work back at STM. Getting used of the working environment. Did i mentioned i felt so depressing for not able to talk at such a long hour at work? Probably i’m too used of working in an environment where requires a lot of talkings. *hehe* Don’t get me wrong, i’m NOT a talkative person, really!!!!!!!!! You’ll be surprised how quiet i could be at times…Some people wonder how did i qualify for this job since i’m such a quiet person. Hey, haloe…i’m quiet but i talk at the right time , okie…*ahem-ahem*
And sorry Val, will reply your mail soon. Btw, where have you been? *chehhh* I’m not the only one who gone missing though. ^.< Gunung Grandpa (Datok), Rembau. The trip was fun, those who didn’t turn out…you guys were missing out a lot ! *kakakakak*
For pictures taken during the Zmax camp, please click
